Assalamualaikum...

just wanting to say...

THANK YOU...
to all that hav been there for me...
to all that cared for me...
to all that hav corrected me when im wrong...
to all that accepted me the way i am...
to all that hav helped me in any way...
be it studies...
or my attitude...
or myself...
to all who knows me...
to EVERYONE in my life...
Love u all to bits...
*mwahs*

and also....

SORRY...
to all that i've hurt...
be it directly or indirectly...
to all that hated the way i am...
to all that i hav not pleased...
to all that are not pleased with me...
to all that i've irritated...
to all that i've annoyed...
to all that hav troubles occuring from me...
to all who knows me...
to all who hated me...
to all who loved me...heh~
to EVERYONE in my life...
i really didnt mean to hurt anyone...
or cause harm to anyone...
REALLI SORRY....

May ALLAH give me strength always...
Amin...

And to YOu...
May YOu stay here with me always...
I need YOu...
*LOVE YOu MUCH...*

-----------------NORWIYAH BALKIAH---------------

Assalamualaikum....

i shall just make this quick yaa...
cuz im hungry...
n eventhou i dun tink im gon eat....
im still gon make this quick...
heh...

i got 2 of my papers back...
circuit analysis and engineering maths...
Alhamdullilah both was ok...
whee~
n lessons today wasnt that bad...
for once huh...
but was falling asleep also laa...
n yess...
im proud of myself for being able to do the experiments today...
ahahahha...
n yes...
the lecturer was suffering from some deprived childhood today laaa...
ahahah...
i went out of the class after doing a long experiment...
n then when i came back...
my bag n a few other's was gone...
haiyaa..
the others found theirs easily laa...
mine was super hidden lorr...
n it was onli mine laa...
God knows what he likes so much bout my bag...
haiyohsss...
aniwayss...
the people who was out with me before the missing bags searched the whole classroom...
n its nowhere to b found laa...
damn sad laa...
ahaha...
then when we all just slacked around...
he showed me where my bag was....
guess the lecturer thot we're of no fun anymore hor...
ahaha...
lame laaa...
heh~

after sch...
had to run some errands for my dad...
n i got shocked by the sight of something...
its legs in a dustbin...
ok...
took a pic of it actually...
not that nice...
but who cares...
i aint somekind of a photographer aniway..
ahaha...













someone stuck there??!!!


















n there was one little girl who got so excited over it...
she went there to touch the legs n started giggling...
haaa...kalau tu kaki bergerak...baru padan muka kau...
heh~

ok then...
tink i wan hv ice cream now...
or mayb hot coffee...
or mayb hot milo...
or mayb ovaltine...
ok...
i shall make my way to the kitchen now...

till later...
peace...

Im needing YOu...
Always.......

Assalamualaikum...

after mst...
still school time...
pathetic ehk...
n we're studying stuffs that are going to b tested in term 2...
which is roughly 9 wks frm now...
very pathetic laa...
term 2 onli 3 wks lorr...
haiyaaa...
n during that 3 wks...
got many projects...
many lab tests...
n alot of many others lorr...
haiyzzzz...

hmmm...
yesterday(sunday)...
went Masjid An-Nur...
for ugama...
very nice i must say...
not dry at all lor...
as in the Ustaz is not boring laa...
very very good looking ustaz...
n rich...
heh...
n he speaks well la..
superb...
so attracted to him laaa....
**winks**
ahaha...

then...
after that...
went jemputan...
in which i saw this person who realli looks familiar...
but i cant remember who...
so yes...
i dun realli bother...
but yes...
caught that person staring at me...
so ya...
i must hv known that person la huh...
but God knows who...
hehs...

hmmm...
i realli dont understand people...
who admits that he/she is wrong...
but still do the same things again...
i thot mistakes r not to b repeated...
but to b learned from...
it hurts just to know that the person whom u think knows u...
knows what u like n dont...
did something which hurts u most...
ok..
mayb not hurt u...
mayb just piss u off...
n piss u off real badly...
n worst still when the person knows that u dont like it n still do it...
dont u think that person ought to b shot in the brain??!!
verry piss-fulling rite???...
well...
mayb that person dont know u afterall huh...
and...
mayb this is just a dugaan from God...
May He give me strength when im in that situation...
Amin...

ok...maybe this is abit too long n dry...
sorry...
till later...
take care...

Hanyalah diriku...
Tenggelam di dalam kolam emosi...
*save me pls*
-Loving YOu always-
-Norwiyah Balkiah-

Assalamualaikum...

yesterday's paper was indeed ok laaa...
Alhamdulillah i can do it lor...
whee~...
but it aint a breeze la...
cuz i cant remember stufffs that well...
so yea...
i can say goodbye to all the definitions n labeling marks...
heh...

slept the whole day upon reaching home...
to cover up all the sleeps that i missed...
hehs..
but i was out by 6.45pm...
went nyp for its production tingy...
quite nice leii...
n super funny laa...
but got some parts abit mendak..
but very short la d mendak parts...
overall..
it was great...
anyways..
its a musical about love...
how love needs sacrifices...
how love doesnt care about the differences...
cuz its the heart that matters...
so yes...
congrats to u guys who produced it...
*cheers*

now..
m spose to b a filial daughter n go market wit my mum...
but seems to me that we're not going any earlier...
heh...

aniways...
to all of u people out there...
i wanna apologise for all my wrongdoings...
for all my wrong words...
for all my wrong everything...
that may hav caused u all heart aches..
pain...
or may even make u all hate me...
but yes...
im truly sorry..
never in my deepest heart would want to hurt anyone..
never...
i know i can be a bore...
a pain...
a not so good person...
a not so good friend...
or mayb...
even a not so good enemy...(for anyone who made me their enemies)
i realised all that...
n im sorry...
Sorry again...
Love,
-norwiyah-

Indahnya kehidupan bersamamu dihati...

Assalamualaikum...

finally the last paper...
ok...mayb its the 2nd last paper...
but aniways...
it is now not the onli killer paper laaa...
cuz yesterday(thursday)...
the 2 papers were such a flop for me lorr...
haiyaa...
sad laaa...
nothing i studied came out...
nothing i tried came out...
wah liaoo...
so not my luck hor...
or mayb i didnt study enuf...
*hmmmm....

anyways...
im in d midst of studying now...
yep yep...
still not done yet...
n a long way to go...
n today(fri)..
the paper is at 8.30am laa...
so early...
dun tink i'll b getting more than 2 hrs of sleep again...
but its ok...
its the last paper for the week leii...
super happy la...
but no mood to study...
heh~

ok...
just wanna know...
can a picture spoil everything?
can a picture kills ur mood?
can a picture cause pain?
do tag ya...

but wellss..
my ans for all of that qns is...
(in my opinion la huh...)
is...
YES...
a picture speaks a thousand words...
and...
pictures speaks louder than words...
rite??

ok then...
i ought to get back to studying...
so yea...
till later...
peace...

May ALLAH give me strength always...

Assalamualaikum...

just got home...
n im super tired n sleepy...
and sick...
yes im sick..
yet again...
n this time...
i went voiceless...
n then a coarse voice...
n now...
slightly better...
worst part of all...
im sick during my test week...
great huh...
sick=LOTS of rest...
but for me...
now that is...
sick=NO rest...
no one would even care if im sick or not laa...
all busy mugging...
ahaha...

aniways...
past few papers were fine...
quite ok la huh...
can pass...
heh...
but still need to study mahh...
2mr got 2 papers...
and friday got a very very tough paper...
hope i can make it thru...
i hope....
and yes...
past yr papers r of a great help i must say...
but this tough paper...
(AES - Aeronautical Engineering Science)...
dont have past yr papers...
so ya...
im hoping to make it thru laa huh...
heh~

to dearest Nadhirah....
Congratulations on ur promos dear...
Glad u made it thru...
im so so proud of u....
but must work extra hard for yr 2 laa...
heh~
congrats again...
n yes yes...
we will go out soon k...
real soonnnnn...
whee~...

okok...
im so deprived of sleep now...
2hours is definitely not enough to get my mind working properly...
and its definitely not enuf to dream of anything...
mayb just a browse thru all the dreams in my head...
but didnt even think i saw any dreams yesterday laa...
ahaha...
alrites then...
the bed is calling for me already...
wanna hav a good nice dream now...
cuz dun think i can dream again tonight...
n 2mr night...
haiz...

ok then...
till later...
peace...

The heart is yearning for YOu...

Assalamualaikum...

finally...
my computer is working again...
wheee~~~...
but ya...
cant use much of it laa...
cuz 2mr is the start of my MST (mid semester test)...
so yaaa...
must studyyy...
cuz i've not been studying properly for the free times i had...
dumb of me huh...
but well...
lets just look forward la k...
heh~

nothing much to blog about actually...
but just felt like blogging laa...
cuz im so so happy that my comp is ok already...
ahaha...

got this from today's malay paper...
n it got my pondering of all that i've done...
gossshhh....

Firman ALLAH swt dalam surah Al-Baqarah: 168 (bermaksud)
"Wahai sekalian manusia,
Makanlah rezeki di bumi ini yang halal lagi baik
Dan janganlah kamu mengikuti langkah-langkah syaitan;
Kerana sesungguhnya syaitan itu adalah musuh yang nyata bagimu."

ok then...
im off to study now...
i tink...
but yes...
im off...
till later...
peace...

Tanpamu terasa sepinya waktu merantai hati...
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku...
Yang sentiasa memanggil rinduku padamu...

Assalamualaikum....

currently...
my computer crashed...
sian rite...
cuz now is the e-learning weeek...
n the comp crashed...
nice time to crash...
uurrghhh...
n just now..
went to sch...
onli to find that there aint any computers left for me to use...
ok..
mayb there are...
but duno la ehkk...
all the places that i went were packed...
so yes...
thot of studying in sch...
but since the comps were full...
what make me think that the study areas arent...
so decided to make my way back to bedok...
the library...
but i realised i need the comp badly...
to get my past yr papers n alll...
so ya...
here i am...
at the bedok comunity centre...
haizz...
long story huh..
ahaha...

ok...
aniways...
raya is almost over to me...
or mayb it has..
duno la ehkk...
feels kinda wierd if i were to go out raya-ing...
ok..
its just me ok...

hmmm...
spent quality time the past few days...
ok...
mayb onli for 2 days...
but yes...
its quality...
pure happiness laaa...
*muaCKs!!*

official day for cca is 2mr...
which means i wont be studying 2mr...
n which means i hav a day less to study...
which means i wont end studying any soon...
which means...
ok...
i shall shut up bout me TRYING to study k...
cuz i dun seem to b studying...
haix...
but yes...
2mr will b fun...
i hope...
at least it'll bring me happiness...
hehe...

is this long?
i think so...
so till later...
when i get access to a computer again that is...
peace...

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