hallo again...

well..
check tis out...
i find it kinda crap...
but did it for the sake of doing it...
too bored laa...
ahaha...

kk..its the true colour test tingy...
n my true color is....BLACK!!!
ahaha...
n this is wat they wrote...












Your color is black...
The color of night...
Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines...
Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection...
Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them -- your strength of character is second to none...
This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people...
But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some...
Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness -- trust us, it won't kill you...
Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you...


ahaha...
lame man...
ahaha...
cant stop laughing when i did this...
they ask stupid qn that forces u to describe urself...
sth like that la huh...
hehe...

n yea...
ppl...
dun tink i blieve this kinna ting ya...
im juz putting this up for the sake of putting it up...
hehe...
bored la now...
hv sch at 8am 2mr...
sian...

i spose i shud b going to sleep now...
so yea...
take care all...
hv funn....

Aku berjalan ke jalan berputar waktu...
Berharap temukan sisa hatimu...
Mengertilah aku ingin engkau begitu...
Mengerti..hanya engkau di dalam hatiku...

hello...

m STILL in sch rite now...
slacking...
not wanting to go home as yet...
soon la huh...

hmm...todae..
super rushing morning i had juz now...
woke up at 8.45am when im spose to go out of the house at 9am...
sian laa...
but...
luckily i got ready fast...
was out of the house by 9.05am la seyy...
super fast rite...
ahaha...
n yea...
i got bathe horr....

hmm..
i heard one of my frens dah pakai tudong...
Alhamdullilah...
im so happy when i heard that mann...
may she continue to upgrade her iman..
amin...

n i hope the same for me too mann...
been a very naughty girl man...
n thats bad...
hope to change for the better...
Insya'Allah....

someone asked me if guys giv hints...
i mean like i noe gurls do give hints...
but...
what bout guys...
as in like the indirect kind of hints...
hhmmm..ntah la ehkk...
will be finding it out for u soon ya...
hehezzz...

ok...
im beginning to feel kinda sian rite now...
m starting to feel like goin hm oready...
like they say..."Home Sweet Home"...
*smilezzz*

so yea...
take care all...
hv fun...

Hatiku kini ragu-ragu...
Akan cintamu pada diriku...
Entah mengapa, Entah kenapa...
Tetapi ini adalah isi hatiku sahaja...

Peace Upon U...

got an email frm my fren...
which apparently made me read till the end...
about life...
about being a muslim...
about what i should start doing...
hmmmmmm.....

k...the first part...

Kubur Setiap Hari Menyeru Manusia Sebanyak Lima (5) Kali....
1. Aku rumah yang terpencil...
maka kamu akan senang dengan selalu membaca Al-Quran...
2. Aku rumah yang gelap...
maka terangilah aku dengan selalu solat malam...
3. Aku rumah penuh dengan tanah dan debu...
bawalah amal soleh yang menjadi hamparan...
4. Aku rumah ular berbisa...
maka bawalah amalan Bismillah sebagai penawar...
5. Aku rumah pertanyaan Munkar dan Nakir...
maka banyaklah bacaan "Laa ilahaillallah, Muhammadar Rasulullah"...
supaya kamu dapat jawapan kepadanya...

2nd part...

Orang Yang Tidak Melakukan Solat:
Subuh : Dijauhkan cahaya muka yang bersinar...
Zuhor : Tidak diberikan berkah dalam rezekinya...
Asar : Dijauhkan dari kesihatan/kekuatan...
Maghrib : Tidak diberi santunan oleh anak-anaknya...
Isyak : Dijauhkan kedamaian dalam tidurnya...

ok...i tink that shud b all that i wanna cut n paste from that email...
will make me bcome a better person...
Insya'Allah....
*winkss*...

wokaizz...n i think that shud b it for todae....
wanna go n rest n ponder on all the stuffs that happened todae...

a reflection on urself is realli good u noe...
it'll somehow make u realise ur mistakes...
n thus make u change for the better...
Insya'Allah...
One has to berusaha to change him/her-self...
if not...he/she wont change...
it all has to come from the heart...
*smilezz*...

aight then...
till later...
take care...

Memang hatiku kecil mendengar kata-katamu...
Namun apa yang bisa aku lakukan...
Ingin saja aku luahkan padamu...
Namun lidahku kelu untuk mengatakan...

hallo...

been slacking in sch after class lately...
cuz class hav been ending half n hr earlier or so...
n yea...
been spending like nobody's business...
on food...
junk food...
lots of em...
for the long breaks that i hav...
sianxxx...

todae...
sch's bad...
didnt realli do anithing much thou...
n i spose thats wat makes it bad...
*ok..wateva..*
hmm...was out slacking at bedok int jz now...
after slacking in sch that is...
okla...that made todae not so bad...
but yea..its still bad...
ahaha...
im too sian lei...
so bear wit it...
if not...
feel free to click the "X" button at the top right hand corner...
thank you...

ok..
here's a lil sth that caught my attention...
its so directed to me lor...
ok..yea..its a quote..i tink..
it goes...
"isn't it strange how much u must learn,
before u know how little u realli know.."
i juz find it nice lei...
like...
u know it...
but u dun realise it...
heh...

hmmm...ok...
i guess thats all for todae...
wanna watch chinese show lei...
the undisclosed...
nice show i muz say...

till then...
take care...

Seorang gadis yg cantik jelita...
Anggun wajahnya membawa padah...
Mimpi indah saat kau pejam mata...
Selamat malam wahai adinda...

...*winksss*...

sianxxx...
m feeling real sian rite now...
loadsa stuffs to b done by today...
hope can finish it all up la huh...
i'll try...

yep..
went to the majlis at masjid an-nur...
super packed mann...
the targeted number of ppl was 8000...
but there were like 12000++ ppl there...
so imagine the human jam we had when entering the mosque...
even so....
it was fun uhzzz...
loved the zikir n ol...
so syahdu...
hehe...

hmm..m so tired n hungry now...
i ate too much i tink...
haizz...
cant stop myself frm eating...
junk food esp...
but...
i dun reali mind...
*winkss*

ok...
got to know tis frm someone...
realli interesting...
i mean like i roughly know bout it..
but wasnt so clear abt it...
ok...
its about dreams...
there r 3 types of dreams...
one...from Allah...
two...from syaiton...
three...from real life...or sth like that...
so yea...
from Allah is always a good one...
and u shud b happy bout it...
from syaiton is like bad n scary...
but u hav to b strong and not let it take over u...
like dun get super scared or watever la...
b strong....
pray to God...
and lastly...
from real life is like "de ja vu" kinna ting...
or at least like those happenings ard u...
that might or might not happen...
like ppl ard u n stuffs...

so yea...
i dunno y...
but i juz find it interesting...
made me think and ponder over the nightmares that i've got...
i muz hv been doin bad things...
thats y lotsa nightmares...
but nvm...
it'll get me closer to Allah...
He's the greatest...*smiles*

ok...
i spose thats all for now...
gotta go back to wat im doing now...
so yea...
till later...
hv fun...

Pikiranku melayang-layang...
Namun dikau tetap ku sayang...
Rupamu sering terbayang...
Seperti indahnya bunga mayang...

assalamualaikum...

someone actually thot he dialed the wrong number when i ans the fone juz now...
wth...
i sound diff meh??
hmmm...
God noes....

well...
was out frm morning till like 10 sth juz now...
sch was tiring...
sleepy the whole time...
workshop was ok..
fun indeed...
but i dirtied my shirt wit rust...
i was in white long sleeve btw...
hope it can go off la huh...
if not...
haisss....
i'll feel so sad...
love that shirt leii....

den...went out juz now...
to tamp...n den simei...
while waiting for my sis to come bck frm woodlands actually...
hang ard here n there...
slacking...
with really nowhere to go...
but yea...
walked ard n sat unda the blok...
eating ice cream...
yumzzz....
craving for one now...
aahahaha....

hmmm....
i've been eating bread wit butter n kaya lately...
lots of em...
on my way to grow horizontally i spose...
heh~....
n hv been eating loadsa junk food too...
goshh...
realli need to cut down on em mann...
may juz get diabetes soon le...
k, lame...

ok...
i realli hv no mood to blog or chat or watever rite now...
so yea...
till later...
tc...
peace...

Mengapa dikau berdiam saja...
Tatkala aku sedang bertanya...
Marahkah engkau pada diriku...
Kerna aku ingin tahu...

Majlis sambutan
MAULIDUR RASUL SAW.
& MERAIKAN PARA ULAMA...
Ahad, 23 April 2006...
Masjid An-Nur...
8.30AM...

Forum: "Semarak Cinta Rasul, Kasih Ditentang Tidak Terhalang"
Oleh: Ustaz Syed Nasir, Ustaz Hj Ali Mohd, Ustaz Md Yazid Yunos..

Senandung Syahdu, Semarak Selawat...
Dipimpin oleh Ustaz Md Abd Shafi...

Muslimin & Muslimat dipersilakan Hadir....

woaahh...
im so like promoting tis majlis...
hehe...
tahts bcoz...
im goin...!!
yeayyy....
the first for this maulidur rasul saw tingy...
wanted to go the other day...
the one at expo...
tapi tak kesampaian..
cuz got some stuffs to do...
haizz...
was so depressed sia...
but now...
im so looking forward to tis majlis...
wheee*....

ok..
today...
sch totally sux...
dun feel like talking bout it also...
haizzz....

went arcade again today...
leh tahan kekek uh...
bunch of farnie frens i got wit me...
ahaha...

jz now meeting was funny la...
wanted ppl to help for the cca day...
i was kinna free on some of the days...
tapi...
juz malas to hav my name written uh..
like lazy wanna b assigned to the booth...
i'll drop by thou..
no worriess...

hmmmm...
was kinna emo today...
god noes wats up wit that uhh...
but...
i hope that emo-ing tingy goes off soon...
but...
in a way..
its good also...
made me think lei...
made me appreciate wat i've got...
made me realise that everything happens for a reason...
a reason that onli Allah knoes...
He knoes best...

ok...
adib's at jb now...
so i assume i wont hear frm him tonite...
or mayb i will in the late late night...
blieve it or not...
i miss him lei....
long time no long chat wit him...
ahaha...
dun think otherwise ya...
he's juz my best fren...
nth more hor...

hmm...wokaiz then...
eyes sleepy liao...
start at 8am again 2mr...
n will end ard 7pm...

till then...
take care...


harapan hatiku ingin hidup bahgia...
tetapi mengapa sering saja hati ini diluka...

someone said i look like a minah...
wth...
do i??
pls tell me i dun....
ahaha...

wokaizz...
sch...
not so bad la huh...
had two n half hr break...
went j.e. makan...
senak sak perot..
eventhou the food aint that nice la...
heh...
then off to the arcade...
superb games they hav there...
after the renovation that is...*winkss*

sch ended early todae...
mayb cuz its the start of sch mahh...
got home at ard 6 sth...
den slacked lor....
pathetic life hor....

ooooo....n oh.....
someone said i look sweet today...
thanks....
but when i looked in the mirror,..
i saw the same old slekeh me lei...
ur eyes muz b playing tricks on u mann...
ahahaha...

n yea...
true enuf i didnt fulfil dat favour...
i was in black...
heh~....
sorie to that someone...
will fulfil it sumday soon ya...
i hope...

im now waiting for the time to sleep...
waiting for my phone to finish charging that is...

so till then,..
hav fun.......

Ketika diriku bersendirian...
Kenangan lama menjelma di ingatan...
Walaupun luka lama ditimbus cinta...
Namun...hakikatnya..hatiku masih lagi terluka...

my hp batt's flat n i dun hav a charger at home...
how pathetic can i get...
charger's at the chalet...
mum got a 4days 3 nights chalet at downtown east...
but i was there for onli 2 days n 2 nights...
went home yest night at ard 3am...
lazy la wanna stay long long...
wanna spend most of my time at home now...
gon miss home when sch starts lei...
blardy timetable...
make me stay in sch for superbly long hours..
haizzz...

ok...sch starting 2ml...
hope i can tahan for the whole day la huh...
8am-5pm lei...
sure tired n boring one lor...
n most of the time i'll b having lectures...
which means...
sleeping time...
damn...
i muz stop sleeping in class man...
hmm...
mentos will do great i hope...

n for a start to my yr 2,
someone asked me for a favour...
a very unusual kind of favour...
a favour that i've never heard b4...
a favour that i laughed at upon hearing it...
n the favour is...
for me to wear clothes that are not of the colour white or black...
ahaha...
wierd rite....
ahaha...
hmm...
c how la huh...
i hav a long day in sch...
so i've got to wear clothes that are comfy...
and apparently i hav limited clothes...
funny...
but true...
so yea...
tgk la yerr....
cuz i got feeling i cant fulfil that favour...
heh~...

ok......
im very lazy to do anything rite now...
juz wanna slack while waiting for the azan to berkumandang...
so yea...
till later...
take care...

Lafazkanlah apa yang tersirat di hatimu...
Katakanlah apa yang kau rasa terhadap diriku...
Aku ingin tahu siapalah diriku dihatimu...
Supaya aku tidak lagi keliru...

Assalamualaikum...

well...
someone commented im pious...
do i look like one?
i hope i am...
im working on it thou...
pray for me ya...

went my aunts hse today...
nth much la actually...
juz mixing ard wit my niece..
so that she wont cry the next time she sees me...
in black esp...
for god noes wad reason,
she always seems to hav tears in her eyes when she see me in black..
haiyaaa....
cant help it la my little dear...
i love black...

alrite for now...
juz received a phonecall lei..

till later...
tc..
peace...

tanam sayur halaman rumah..
tanam sukun jarak sekaki...
jika bertanya sayangkah dia..
mestilah sayanag sampai ke hati...

i've been sick....
realli sick...
like a drug addict...(as my sis puts it)
esp at night...
i get all the chills all thru my whole body...
shivering...
hoping that someone would just come up to me...
give me a tight hug...
let all the cold run thru the touch...

lame...
ok...yea..been sick...
fever and gastric i tink...
had onli panadols as medication...
4 panadols to b exact...
in search of bubur ayam yest...
but juz not my luck i spose...

today...
went shopping wit ria, ju, mamad, fauzan and arif...
walked alot uhzz...
bought boxers...
ladies ones...
kinna kute...
but left it wit arif...
ahaha...
got back at ard 8sth...
juz in time to 'celebrate' my bro's bdae...
my youngest bro...
10yrs of age now..
hope he bcums a brighter kid and an obedient one..
ahah..
aniways...
"HAPPY BURFDAY RUDIE...!!"
Allah bless.........

for now...
wanna rest...
im tired...

have fun..
peace...

As precious as u r to me..
As precious as no one can ever be..
I know all people are hard to choose..
But only u would be hard to lose...

*take care*...

18hrs of sleep with a few occasions of terperanjat-ing...
ahah..
i still insist that its not enuf to cover the loss of sleep over the 5 days at camp...
hmmm....
camp.....
how was it....

okla...
my dearest grp...CATERJADE...
did superbb...
love em lots...
they were the reason i kept myself going for the past 5 days...
i n ria...i tink...we got ourselves the useless facs award...
ahaha...
didnt realli do anything for the grp uhzz...
but then...
my grp still got the best group of K.E.M...
cheerzz y'all...
and nazreen...leader of the grp...
got the best male camper...
u did a great job in leading the grp dude...
n CATERJADE...y'all rawk...!!






pic of CATERJADE...














hmm...ada banyak ahh lagi yang terjadi pat kem tu...
but...i dun tink im gonna type it all out...
CATERJADE is the highlight of the camp....

ok...woke up at 5pm yest...
n yea...
got nagging frm my dad...
but...who cares...
im tired afta a sleepless camp mann...

hmmm...
ppl who act differently in front of ppl realli shud b shot in the brain...
its worst if the person commented another person doing it..
and ended up doing the same ting...
get wad i mean??
hope so...
i mean like...
u shud b urself anywhere anytime...
dun b smart in commenting others but ended up doing it urself...
think......

ok..its 3 sth in the morning now and i ought to get some sleep...
got to go expo later in the early morning...
maulid nabi...
by FR....

till my next post...
take care...
peace....

al-kisah inilah ceritanya...
ulat bulu berjumpa gelang nonya cina...
modalnya kita kongsi bersama...
persembahkan sorakan meriah...

*cheers CATERJADE*....

hie...
harlow...
hello...

im tired...
im sick...
in shagged...

god...slept at 1.30am, woke up at 3am..
went lau pa sat wit family and others...
had satay...ard 15 sticks for me...
ayam...
daging...
in the middle of the night...
haiyoo...
gon grow horizontally soon mann...
reached home at 6am...
slept at 6.30am...
woken up by a fone call at 7am...
slept again at 7.30am..
woke up at 8.45am...
and havnt got any sleep frm then on...

went jamiyah...
then to lido...
watched ice age 2...
great show..
many laughters...
then walk here n there...
then home at ard 7.30pm...

hav to pack my bag soon...
goin for a 5day camp in sp...
helping SPMLS out...
will b back on fri...

so till then...
take care...
hav fun...
peace...

Kata dan doamu amat dihargai,
Harumnya bunga menusuk hidungku;
Melihat bulan di langit yang tinggi,
Slamat malam buatmu sayangku...

Salam sayang...wiyaaa...

check out this email...
makes me think of the jokes that i made during 1st april evry yr...
and malays....take note...!!

APRIL FOOL

Most of us celebrate April fool day every year and fool each other. But how many of us know the bitter facts hidden behind it. It was around a thousand years ago that Spain was ruled by Muslims. And the Muslim power in Spain was so strong that it couldn't be destroyed. The Christians of the west wished to wipe out Islam from all parts of the world and they did succeed to quite an extent. But when they tried to eliminate Islam in Spain and conquer it, they failed. They tried several times but never succeeded.


The unbelievers then sent their spies in Spain to study the Muslims there and find out what was the power they possessed and they found that their power was TAQWA. The Muslims of Spain were not just Muslims but they were practicing Islam. They not only read the Quran but also acted upon it. When the Christians found the power of the Muslims they started thinking of strategies to break this power. So they started sending alcohol and cigarettes to Spain free of cost. This technique of the west worked out and it started weakening the faith of the Muslims in particular the young generation of Spain.

The result was that the Catholics of the west wiped out Islam and conquered the entire Spain bringing an end to the EIGHT HUNDRED LONG YEARS' RULE OF THE MUSLIMS in Spain. The last fort of the Muslims to fall was Grenada (Gharnatah), which was on the 1st of April. From that year onwards, every year they celebrate April fools day on the 1st of April, celebrating the day, they made a fool of the Muslims. They did not make a fool of the Muslim army at Gharnatah only, but of the whole Muslim Ummah.

We, the Muslims, were fooled by the unbelievers. They have a reason to celebrate April fool day, to keep up the spirit.
Dear brothers and sisters, when we join in this celebration, we do so out of ignorance. If we had known about it, we would never have celebrated our own downfall. So now, that we are aware of it, and now let us promise that we shall never celebrate this day. We should learn our lesson from the people of Spain, and shall try to become practicing Muslims, never to let anybody weaken our faith.

Please forward this message to as many Muslims as you know. The more people you forward it to the greater will be the reward from your Lord in this world and in the life hereafter. Please try to do it before the 1st of April, to create awareness that WE ARE NOT FOOLS ANYMORE.
Wassalam,Nasir Mehmood (Shehek)
Quetta

so ppl...dun celebrate april fool ya...

till then...
tc..peace..