Assalamualaikum...

been emo-ing for the past few days...
pathetic emo-ing periods...
at bugis...
a real nice place to emo around...
ahaha...
day 1..i was alone...
day 2..i was wit my dear...
day 3..i was wit my darling...
kewl huh...
increasing the number of ppl to emo wit me..
lame!
ahaha..

hmmm...
seriously...
keeping urself quiet..
when an argument is coming ur way..
is the best ever thing to do...
realli...
i mean...
it hurts u...
but not as much as if u were to go on wit the argument..
so yea..
go try it...
*smilez*

i so need sleep now...
but i cant sleep yet...
still got work to do...
sianzz..

ok then..
m off to do work..
till later..
peace..

Life is just full of ups n downs...

Assalamualaikum...

hmmm...
its tuesday today and im still at home...
spose to start at 8am..
but i woke up at 10am instead...
ok...
i had actually planned not to go sch laa...
hehe~....

well...
sch on mondays r now self declared to end at 1pm...
and on tuesdays...
its optional...
ahaha...
damn!
im getting lazier n lazier to actually step into the sch...
haizzz...
these few weeks r actually the weeks that i should make myself stay in sch...
but well..
its just me..
not hardworking enough...
i realli envy my other classmates..
the hardworking ones that is..
i need to b like them...
but...
haizz...

todayyy...
planning to go bugis...
alone...
some soul searching to b done...
ahaha...
but dunno lei..
like lazy like that to even get ready n step out of the house...
hhhmmm...
shall see how it goes la huh...

sunday...
went to Masjid An-Nahdhah...
lawa sey the masjid..
i was like "wowwww" all the way...
realli niceee...
aniwayss..
got ceramah by Aa Gym...
a very very short but meaningful one..
like the context of it realli seep through my heart...
wownesss...
May this b the stepping stone for me to change for the better...
Amin...

ok then...
i need food now...
super hungryyy...
heh~

till later...
take care...

Hadirlah kasih...
Hadir dalam mimpiku...
Hadirlah cinta...
Hadir dalam hidupku...

*Salam Sayang...Wiyaaa...*

Assalamualaikum...

my dearest mum's birthday todae...
the first thing taht she got when she woke up in the morning...
was a big big hug n kiss frm me...
ahaha...
despite the fact that i was already late for sch...
i still actually waited for her to wake up...
hehehe...
that xplains y i was late for maths klass this morning..
*winkS*

sch was ok....
tiring thou...
n stressing tooo...
urrgghhh...
xams r really round the corner mann..
ok...
its like 3 wks to xams...
but stilll...
i hv lots to study mann...
haizzz...
gotta start studying soon...
i hopeee....

went to bugis...
wit syiqin...
in search of my mums present...
yea yea...
last minit ting...
hehe...
but Alhamdulillah...
got a realli nice handbag,...
which i carried ard seiyu...
cuz that was the last piece...
and that was the onli handbag which caught my eye...
pathetic..
but yea..
thats me...
hehe....
*sorrie syiqin u gotta put up wit my merepekness just now..*
*winks*

celebration for my mums bdae was at chai chee seafood restaurant...
started off with doa selamat frm my dad...
n then..
loadsa food came filling the table...
really nice dishess the hav there..
yummmssss...
*smilezzz*

*to my dearest mum*
selamat hari lahir Mak....
semoga panjang umur...
murah rezeki...
dan semoga berbahagia selalu di samping keluarga yang tercinta...
love u lotsss...
*muaCKs*

olrite then...
thats all for now...
till later...
peace...

*NORIZAN*
Salah satu nama yang paling popular...
Singkatan panggilan 'Nor' yang bererti Cahaya...
Seorang yang pendiam...
Penyayang...
Dan murah hati...
Berkaliber dalam kerjaya...
Dan mempunyai harapan cerah dalam mencapai kecemerlangan hidup...
Bijak menguruskan masa...

Assalamualaikum...

one of my classmates told me that i was not my normal me...
is that so...??
hmmm...
i too have no idea...
but i'll find out soon enuf yar...
if its a change for the better...
then y not just stay like this rite...
but if for the worst...
then i'll change to my normal me yar...
or even better...
insya'Allah...

been very easily tired...
and terasa...
and lazy...
and i mean real lazyyy...
assignments r piling up...
*urGghhh*
n im not doing anything bout it...
ahaha...
ok..this is bad...
i need to start on it soon...
i will start on it soon...
*winks*

im realli trying my best to recall any significant happenings for the past few days...
but welll....
short term memory...
ahaha...

aniwaysss....
im like spose to finish up my GEMS(general elective module) assignment now..
if not...
that guy in my group will b nagging at me leii...
so irritating lorr..
hehe...

and next up on my to-do list...
is to do a reflection on myself...
its fun...
realli...
try it for urself yar...
*smilez*

so...
till the next time i blog again...
take care...

I love these people...
Love them lots...
They are my backbone...
For everything that i do...
*hugGs*
*kisSes*

Assalamualaikum...

still feeling...
disappointed...
frustrated...
sad...
mostly SAD...
haizz...
but well...
everything happens for a reason...
*smiles*

my intention for this entry is not to write a proper one...
jus wanna say I LOVE U to all those that was by my side...
love y'all to the max people...
*muaCKs*...

ok then..
gotta go now...
assignments waiting for me liaoo...
so yea...
till later...
peace...

Pernahkah kau terfikir...
Seketika...
Berada ditempatku...

Assalamualaikum...

im having a sore eye at this very moment...
its super red n swollen lorr...
think i go see sth thats not meant for me to see juz now leii...
wonder what...
*hmmmm...

aniwaysss....
*jumps for joy*
yeayyy!!!
i passed my human factors...
wheee~....
crapped my way thru n i got crappy results too..
ahaha...
wasnt that bad for a person who didnt study for the test la huh...
the main thing is...
i passedd...
im so happy...
Thank YOU, Allah...
*smiles*

now waiting for my ASE and Calculus results...
hope i can pass la huh...
at least a pass...
i dun mind a low pass...
i jus wan a pass...
hehe...

hmmm...
the lump under my chin is almost gone...
but the pain in the knee is getting worst...
urgghh...
this is bad...
May my knee get better soon...
Amin....

my cousin is getting married this saturday...
n its such a pity that i cant attend...
haizz...
but no worries..
i'll try my best to come on friday night yar..
Insya'Allah...
and btw...
congratz!!!
May y'all hav a long lasting marriage...
Amin...

ok...
my eyes are shutting...
and so is my brain...
so yea..
shall end here then...

till later...
take care...

True love...
Increases as u give it away...

* Love...wiyaaa *

Life is so beautiful...
So sweet...
Especially with u around...
May this love last...

*Love...wiyaaa*

Assalamualaikum...

school...
urrgghhh....
super boring i tell u....
ok..
mayb going school is not so boring...
just that the lessons r boring...
ok...
im so crapping...
bored laa...

got most of my mst papers back...
the do-able papers that is...
and Alhamdullillah...
results are quite ok...
not so bad...
still can smile with the results...
am yet to get the depressing results...
hope i dun do that badly...

hhmmmm...
i hv a lump under my chin...
like its growing frm inside...
and it hurts when pressed...
goshhh...
scaring me la the lump...
hope its nothing serious...
but well..
it wont bring me to the doc lorr...
*winks*

and my left knee is hurting again...
haizz...
it realli restricts me frm standing up fast frm a sitting position...
will hurt badly lorr...
hope it gets well soon la huh...
*smiles*

ok...
i so cant recall what happened the past few days...
well..
i realli do hv short term memory huh...
n thats bad lorr...
but welll....
what can i do bout it rite...

yeahhh...
i've gained weight...
2kg up...
yep2...
im so happy...
after about like so many wks of eating that is...
ahaha...
slow reaction la the food...
hehe...

ok...
im like so off for now...
lab closing i tink...
yep...
im still in sch...
waiting for 5pm..
wheee~...

so yea...
till later...
take care...

Di mana adanya cinta...
Di situlah terletaknya nyawa dan kehidupan...

*Salam Sayang...Wiyaaa...*

Assalamualaikum...

met up wit my boyan grandparents yesterday...
long time never go their house...
n the house suddenly seem super nice...
and comfy...
and so at home...
*smiles*

sch resumes as per normal as of today...
it started off ok..
then came the part where i was realli tempted to go home...
there was 3hr break...
cuz the class that was spose to last for an hr before my usual breaktime was cancelled...
cuz the lecture theatre having problems with the air-con...
how nice of my lecturer huh...
hehe...
but due to some reason...
i decided to stay...
*winks*

my emo side has taken over me the past few days...
dunno why thou...
juz that i feel that something is amiss...
but i juz dont noe what...
i hope i get the ans soon..
cuz its really not a pleasure to be living in this kind of state...
God...help me please...

Ya Allah...
Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau yang tahu isi hatiku ini...
Hanya Engkau yang tahu apa yang sedang aku lalui ketika ini...
Jika benar diriku salah...
Berikanlah aku petunjukmu agar aku dapat memperbaiki diriku ini...
Tunjukilah aku jalan yang Engkau redhai...
Ya Allah...Bantulah hambamu yang dhaif ini...
Amin....

hmmmm....
wanted to pamper myself with Ben N Jerry's...
Chocolate Fudge Brownie...
but i guess...
it aint my luck...
there weren't any at the shop nearby...
so...
instead...
im gon indulge in some chocolaty stuffs...
say...
nutella?
yumsss...
gon hv one whole bottle by myself...
wheee~

ok then...
nutella here i come...
till later...
take care...

Tell me what u think i should noe...
Cuz its just not my nature to ask...

Assalamualaikum....

at last....
i got pic at my blogg...
whee~...
ahaha...

ok...
yesterday(saturday)...
did practically nothing at home...
was spose to meet my boyan grandparents...
but...
my dad sick leii...
so cant go lorr...
n yea...
Get well soon to my dear dad...
May he be strong and energetic as always...
Amin....

hmmm...
im not feeling right...
feeling that sth bad is gon happen...
dunno y...
May God help me to straighten out my feelings...
And hopefully nothing bad happens...
Amin....

im not so much in the mood to blog now..
wanna sleep liao...
2mr/2day got to wake up early...

so yea...
till later...
take care...

Kasih sayang tidak seharusnya melukakan...
Dengan itu...
Aku ingin berterima kasih atas kasih sayangmu...
*smiles*