hello...

wierd favour...
frm a dear fren of mine...
but yea...
i did it!!
heheh...

n im yet to fulfil another favour...
frm another dear fren of mine...
Insya'Allah im gon fulfil it today ya...
*smilez*

ok...this is for that someone...
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weii...
sorry if my words were harsh...
sorry if it didnt sound right...
sorry if my words weren't the exact word u wanted to hear/see...
sorry if it didnt hav any impact on u...
sorry if my words made u hate me...
more sorries to come...
but yea...
overall...
im sorry for all those words la huh...
dun say i dun mean it hor...
cuz i do mean it...
seriously...
but yea...
scared u take it the wrong way...
dun misunderstand all those words ya...
meant to make u work hard...
achieve it...
n be happy with it...
so yea...
take care...
n hv fun...
till the next time i do this again...
hehhe..
peace...
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ok...
actually...
that was the main reason i blogged todae...
im still in sch now...
waiting for 3pm...
wheee~...
n frm now till that time...
im gon go ard disturbing ppl...
or mayb i shall just sit here n rot...
or mayb sleep...
hmm...
sleep sound nice...
ahaha...

ok then...
till later...
have fun...

Never let people bring you down...
Believe in yourself no matter what others say...

hello...

well...
saturday was a big BIG flop...
realli mann...
was a very sad dae for me also laa...
haizz...
but...
life still has to go on...
special thanks to those that were by my side...
love y'all lots...
*smiles*

today...
was a very shivery dae...
ahaha...
presentation laa...
long time nvr present...
den tup-tup-tup...
muz present...
wearing formal s'more...
but Alhamdulillah it went well...
i tink...
ahaha..

ok...
i got this email...
bout the month baby tingy...
the personality stuffs...
ok..
mine is...

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
Outgoing personality.
Takes risks.
feeds on attention.
no self control.
kind hearted.
self confident.
loud and boisterous.
VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to.
Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude.
Likes talking and singing.
Loves music.
Daydreamer.
easily distracted.
Hates not being trusted.
BIG imagination.
Loves to be loved.
hates studying.
in need of "that someone".
Longs for freedom.
Rebellious when withheld or restricted.
lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
Always a suspect.
Playful.
Mysterious.
"charming" or "beautiful" to everyone.
stubborn.
curious.
Independent.
strong willed.
a fighter.

ok...that was long...
hv fun reading yar...
heheh...

ok then...
till the next time i blog...
take care...

Hati ini amat terharu..
Pabila ku lihat bajumu itu...
Terukir senyuman di bibirku...
Lalu ku katakan, Aku Cinta Padamu...

hello...

yep yep...
finished one of my project already...
the one that i'm left to do by myself...
submission today...
b4 5pm...
wheee~...
im juz left wit printing it out...
feels so nice to hv finished it...
at least a load off me...
ahaha...

hv nt been having enuf sleep...
d most sleep i gt is yesterday...
which is onli about 4hrs...
sianzzz...

hmmm...
hv u ever been kicked hard on ur chest area...
like damn hard...
well...
i hv...
doesnt realli hurts actually...
juz more to senak...
ok..
is senak = hurt?
but yea...
the most ironic ting is that i actually burped afta getting that kick...
ahaha...
wierd la...
ahaha...
but it was fun...
realli...
*winks*

i miss my home...
realli...
been coming home real late these past few days...
but yea..
cant help it lei...
anyways...
i miss home still....
*smiles*

and...
i hv been given the task of going to my aunts hse every 2 days...
for the next wk at least...
to water her plants...
and feed the fishes...
ahaha...
tough job huh...
wonder if im gon get paid...
*hmmmmm....*
heheh....

ahhhh...yesss....
im so in the mood of puji-ing myself again...
ahaha...
well..
a classmate of mine...
said that when he first saw me...
he thot i was Siti Nurhaliza...
ahahaahah...
wired la he...
farnie mann...
made me laugh non stop sia...
but...ooooooo....
i look like siti nurhaliza? ahaha...
kewl...
im not even near her mann...
ahaha....
but yea...
thanx neways...
made me feel good...
ahahah

ok...
i shall stop laughing for now...
its like so in the middle of the night...
n i ought to get some sleep...
long day 2mr...

so yea...
till later...
take care...

Basket is raga...
wood is kayu...
when i terjaga...
i teringatkan u...

ternampak kulit kerang...
terjumpa anak kayu...
i cakap terus terang...
i miss giler kat u...

*winksSs*

pasrah...
itulah perasaan ku ketika ini...
haizz...
perasaan sedih membuku di hati kecilku ini...
kenapa...
mengapa...
aduuhhh...
pening kalau difikirkannyaa...

hmm...
ok...
i hv tonnes of projects to finish up...
one of which i m left to do it all by myself...
hope i can do a good one la huh...
wish me luck...
well...
aniways...
i hv super great n super caring classmates to help me...
a big THANK YOU to all of u...
love y'all mann...
*winks*

to FARHANA (in JJC)...
Congratz on winning the talentime comp. in ur sch...
im sure it was a great experience for u...
n yea...
u hv the voice lor...
so dun hv to worry laa...
hhehe...

to CARTINI (in NYP)...
Congratz on getting the letter from SAF...
hope u're accepted in yar...
realli wish u lucks...
n dun worry...
i'll pray hard for u...
cuz i sure dun wanna miss the free meal frm u mahhh..
ahahah...
aniwayss...
big big GOOD LUCK to u darlzz...

to KHADIJAH (in SP)...
Congrats on getting ur song in great tune...
its sure gon b a damn nice song lor...
but yeaa...
panjang2kan lagi la lagu tu...
n giv a name to it yarr..
ahaha...
i fell in lurve wit that song liaoo..
hehehe....

to MYSELF...
go do tutorials n projects laaa....
haiyooo...

hehe...
damn...
i sure do need to start keeping a lookout for the deadlines mann..
which is so round the corner...
gosshh...

kk..
till later...
peace...

Kalau marah dah menguasai hati...
Tak guna berbincang...
Diam lebih baik...
Kalau tidak...
Hangus hati tu nanti...

p.s. sth is wrong wit my left knee...mus b i hv langkah sth or went to a place which im nt spose to...hmmmmmm....

hellloo...

feeeling so happy tonight...
hehe...
feel so blessed...
so nice...
so honoured...
so great...
so wonderful...
wownesss...
superb feeling i tell u....
i'll surely b smiling as i fall asleep tonight...
which is soon uhh...
didnt wanna blog today...
but the happiness that fills me...
it juz urged me to write sth...
at least a lil sth...
hehe...

todayyy...
someone...
a classmate of mine...
said i got beautiful eyes...
coolnesss....
rare getting that frm my classmates...
but yea...
THANKSS...
hehe...
that realli made my morning beautiful...
wonderfull...
hehe...

n someone...
another someone...
said i was pretty...
hehe...
THANKS to that someone tooo...
*winks*

ok...
im like so puji-ing myself...
*sheesshh*
but yea...
praises i get frm them are actually all thanks to Allah...
Alhamdulillah...
thanks for all that He hv given me...
Very very much appreciated indeed...
*wide-smile*

had a long talk wit my dear fren yest...
yeap...
i did rang that person up...
worrying leii...
ok...
i hope that person's fine now...
take care darls...

hmmm.....
i thot i was only gon blog a LiL sth...
but this sure do seem long...
ahaha...
cant help it lei...
whee~...
ok...
gotta head for the bed now...
got meeting 2mr morning...

alright then...
take care all...

Berilah cinta kita....
Kepada orang yang benar-benar menghargai setiap air mata kita...

Assalamua'laikum....

hmmm...
didnt go sch today...
gotta do sth uhh...
n so yea....
did that sth in the morning...
and was home by 2pm...
slacked...
read my book...
the malay book...
68 more pages to go...
plan to finish it up by today...
but...
c la how...
been reading frm juz now mann...
nice la the story...
fast-pacing one...
touching also got...
but yea...
its typical of a malay book lor...

ok...
hmm...
i've yet to do my project...
hv to b submitted by next wk man...
urrgghh...
feeling the pressure liao...
esp with my laziness building up...
super lazy this past few days mann...
feel very tired easily...
haizz...

okaaaeee....
to whom it may concern...
bring urself together...
dont give up...
i know u can face wat u're facing now...
dun let stress take over u...
life goes on...
smile...
laugh...
dun hav frowns on ur face...
dun look so down lei...
relax yar...
dun b so stressed up...
if u need a company...
do ring me up ya...
but yea...
no worries...
i'll b ringing u up tonight...
worried bout u leii...
i hope u're fine...
hope that esplanade evening helps..
sorry couldnt mit up wit u today to let u pour everything out...
to give u a big hug...
sorry...
had some stuffs to do uhh...
i'll spend time wit u 2mr...
after cca...
k?
we go hm together mahh..
then can talk long2 k...
take care yar darls..
c u 2mr...
*smilez*

ok...
thats my whole motive of blogging today...
wanna continue reading...
hope i can finish it up by today n start on a new bk...
or mayb start on my proj ya..
ahah..

kk...
till later...
take care...

Bila bermulanya kekeliruan antara hati dan badan...
Tengoklah dengan mata...
Lihatlah dengan hati...
Renunglah dengan akal...
Dan fikirlah dengan iman...
Insya'Allah...
Yang tersurat akan terserlah...
Dan yang tersirat akan terbentang...

*Think about it*

im shagged...
im tired...
im restless...
im pissed...
im shocked...

im feeling everything that u cud feel...
realli...
dunno y...
but yea...
thats how i feel...
wth...

i miss my mum...
i miss my dad...

till later...
peace...

Sungguh bertuah aku dapat mengenalimu...
Apatah lagi mendekatimu...
Hatiku kini hanya milikmu...
Percayalah...aku sayang padamu...

*Love..wiyaaa*

Assalamualaikum....

i feel so happy todae...
super happy...
*wide-smileEe*

firstly...
didnt go for my first lecture...
and my last lecture...
dun tink i miss much thou...
heheh...
*i sense the start of skipping classes...*
damn!

then...
afta my class...
which ended at 1pm...
went to hantar the fees at the clubhouse...
n off to lunch...
kfc suddenly tasted to nice juz now...
eventhou im sick that is...
ahaha...
then to bedok library...
find books...
malay onesss...
n lepak at the sofa there...
nice cosy corner they have there...
talk here...
talk there...
n off home...

ok...
that was my day today...
didnt sound like anything unusual...
but yea...
im still so happy...

and yeaa....
someone said i was sweet today....
so nice....
so sweet of the person to say that...
hehe...
thats bcoz...
i dun find myself sweet at all...
reallii....
but i cant judge me myself mahh...
ppl ard me has to judge me themselves...
cuz ppl hav diff opinions...

hmmm...
today...
a guy in the army passed away due to an accident dat he met wit...
*Innalillahi wa innalillahi rajiun*
realli sad lor...
n yea...
the whole army troop went down to the cemetery to pay their last respects to him...
may he rest in peace...





At the muslim cemetery...











Army troops carrying the keranda...

such respect...
such honour...
such loving family they r...
juz wonderfull...
doa for him ya...
insya'Allah...

ok...
i tink i shall end here at the moment...
so yea...
till then...
take care...

Kepalaku pusing ketika mendengarnya...
Perkara ini sungguh tidak ku duga...
Sepuluh jari ku susun didepanmu...
Memohon ampun darimu...

Maafkanlah aku...
Jika apa yang aku lakukan itu salah...
Jika apa yang aku lakukan itu melukaimu...
Namun...ternyata, kehidupan kita tidak sehala...

*maafkanlah aku*

~ HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...!!! ~

To all mums...Happy Mother's Day...
Hope y'all lead a blessed life wit ur family n loved ones yar...
happy always...

To my mum...
Mdm Norizan Bte Khamis...
I Love u mum...
sorry for all the tings that i've done...
that caused u pain n heartache...
that caused u tears...
that caused u anger...
i really am sorry for all that...
pls forgive me mum...
n thanks for all that u've given me...
all the love...
all the care...
all that i needed...
thank you mum...
i love u lots...

*huGss*...








happy mum daughter... :)














*muaCKs*...





She must b saying...
"not another kiss frm her..."
hehe...i'll always kiss n hug u mum...heh~...









*Wiyah sayang Mak...*

ok then....
till later...
peace...

Tuhan yang Maha Esa...
Ampunilah dosa Ibuku...
Tempatkanlah mereka...
Diantara kekasih-kekasihMu...

Oh Ibu...
Engkaulah kasih sejati...
Aku sentiasa taburkan doa...
Hanya untukmu Ibu...

Ampunilah segala dosa-dosaku...
Sejak aku dilahirkan...
Hinggalah akhir hayatku...
Kerna Ibu yang amat Wiyah sayangkan...

*Love u mum!!*

heyzzz....

feeling tired afta a whole day out of the house...
was spose to go out at 230pm...
but ended up going out at 6pm...
like super late lor...
cuz b4 that i gt sth else to do...
so yea...
haizz...

but nevertheless...
i still had lotsa fun...
wit great food...
great ppl...
wow...
great feeling comes wit great stuffs...
*smiles*

hmmm...
i didnt wanna blog today...
but...
sumhow rather...
i felt like blogging my happiness today...
hehee...

ok then...
i got long day again 2mr...
till then...
take care...

W ~ Winks frm u r olwaes the best...
I ~ In love wit u...
Y ~ You r my inspiration...
A ~ Admires u the way u r...
H ~ Here for u whenever u need me...

*kewl huh...winks...*

juz a few words bout today...
tiring...
hopeless...
full of crap...
demoralising...
disappointing...
anger...
bad...
n i really mean BAD...
haizz...
*there's definitely more..but this is all i can tink of rite now...*
sianzzz....

n yea...
m still sick...
*sighss*

hmmm....
i need to improvise...
to b serious in matters which needs seriousness...
to learn...
to observe...
to b better...
to do better...

i need all that...
Ya Allah...
Tolonglah hambamu yang lemah ini...
Insya'Allah...
amin...

ok...
my medcine taking effect liao...
till then...
hv fun...

Aku bersyukur kerna kita bertemu...
Tidak pernah ku temui seseorang sebaik kamu...
Aku ingin katakan yang aku sayang padamu...
Dan perasaan ini tidak akan pernah luput dari hatiku...
*Percayalah.....winks*

ok...
maybe it wasn't evening sinus...
i realli am sick...
nose giving me problems...
been sneezing so badly yesterday...
n i realli mean badly...
but that didnt stop me frm going taman warisan...
and mc cafe...
yeahh...
got my cheesecake...
yummzz...
*wide smile*

now...
im in class...
waiting...
n waiting...
for 5pm to come...
n yeahh...
im expected to be damn happy at that time..
hehe...
*winks*

im super cold rite now...
n its raining so heavily out there...
tell me...
how m i gon recover??

hmmm...
aite then...
im getting that "whats wiyah's typing there" kinna look frm my classmates...
hehe...
sorrie ppl...
i noe im spose to do my work now...
ahaha...

kk...
till then...
take care...

Engkau dan aku pernah mengukir janji...
Untuk terus bersama walau apa yang terjadi...
Namun...bila hati dah jemu..janji mula dimungkiri...
Ku harap ini tidak akan pernah terjadi...

*is there such a word as dimungkiri??*
*winks*

hie...

here i am again...
blogging whats in me...
nth interesting...
so to those who expects an entertaining entry...
u may kindly take ur leave...
tnx...
*smilez*

ok....
tnx for staying to read...
hmmm...
anger fills me up a while ago...
juz as i was finding a place to eat...
is it so difficult to eat?
is it so difficult to juz fill ur stomach to ur hart's content?
i know u wanna eat...
but u're afraid of the fats, calories n all that...
c'mon la...
u wont grow fat with like a day of good food...
pisses me off to the max man...
tink of urself but not others...
thats pure selfishness...
u may b fat last time...
but hey...
u're in puberty age...
u ought to grow...
either horizontally or vertically...
n u need food to grow...
u dun wan to stay short...
bt u dun wanna eat...
whats wit that mann...
k fine...stay short n aneroxic...
dun eat...
die of starvation...
u drink loadsa water...
u'll hv a big stomach...
not fat huh...
juz big...
wth...
May God shine the light on u...

silence really helps in keeping urself cool...
well...
for me at least...
n yea...
chocolates...
ice cream...
n food sure do help too...
but the best n recomended way to kewl urself down...
is to berwudhu...
it definitely helps...

i'm not feeling that well...
been sneezing non stop frm juz now...
evening sinus??
is there such a ting?
ahaha...

ok...
this is like long mann...
so...
till later when i blog again...
take care...

Aku termenung tatkala teringatkan mu...
Kenapa engkau tidak menghubungiku...
Bagaimana harus ku percaya dengan kata2 mu...
Jika begini caranya engkau melayaniku...

...*winksSs*...

im feeling super sian rite now...
wit an ulcer in my mouth...
a bad stomach...
n cramps all over my body...

m spose to finish up my research by tonight...
but...
i hav this feeling that i wont b able to do so...
hmmm...
but yea...
no worries...
i'm gon try my best to finish it up by tonight...
*smilez*

but for now...
i tink i wanna head for bed first...
gon ask sumone to wake me up at 1am or so...
i hope i can wake up...
hahah...
if not...
den i tink i'll bluff my way thru...
as in still do wad im spose to do..
but mayb juz in my own words...
research thru the mind...
lame..!!!

kk..
till later...
hav fun..

To believe in something...
And not live it...
Is DISHONEST...

Assalamualaikum...

Salam sejahtera....

hehe...
ok...im supposed to be doing my tutorials now...
but...
ermm...
im taking a break...
ahahha...

sch...
been ok la...
spending money like water...
as usual...
other than that...
ok la...
i tink...
heh~...

hmmm...
had maulud at my house last sunday(3oth april)...
went great...
Alhamdulillah...
all thanks to Him for making it happen smoothly...
n that maulud realli touched my heart...
realli...
deep in my hart...
how nice....
wonderful...

then...
yesterday...
went to izzah's open house...
nice foods...
i like the brownies...
ahaha...
then to the top of the carpark...
great vieww...
hehe...
then...
to clementi stadium..
maulud...
plus syarahan by Aa Gym n Ustaz Ismail Kamus...
superbbb....
wonderfull...
hehe...
n i reached home at 12 plus...
sian...
ahaha...

----------- ~ ------------
to whom it may concern...
seriously...
i feel bad...
i feel guilty...
realli truly...
i didnt mean to make u cry...
i didnt mean to make havoc in ur family...
seriously...
i know juz by saying the word sorry wont realli help...
but from the bottom of my heart...
i m truly sorry...
u keep saying that i aint in the wrong..
but i know that im the cause of it...
so u dun hav to jaga my hart darling...
i've caused enuf trouble for u...
sorry to u...
sorry to ur parents...
i hope i wont repeat the same mistakes again..
i'll try...
realli...
sorry once again...
yours truly...
norwiyah bte balkiah...
----------- ~ -----------

ok...
now i feel better...
a bit at least...
hope that person reads it...

hmmm...
i tink this is too long for an entry...
so shall end here la huh...
till nxt time...
take care...

Indah sunggoh kata-kata dalam doamu tempoh hari...
Terus menusuk kedalam hatiku ketika dihayati...
Syahdu sungguh hinggakan aku tak menyedari...
Bahawa airmataku sudah pun menitik-nitik..